31 December 2011


To those of you who have pushed me - thank you.
Without you i wouldnt have fallen.
To those of you who have laughed at me - thank you.
Without you i wouldnt have cried.
To those of you who just couldnt love me - thank you.
Without you i wouldnt know what real love is.
To those of you who hurt my feelings - thank you.
Without you i wouldnt have felt them.
To those of you who left me lonely - thank you.
Without you i wouldnt have discovered myself.
But it is to you i thank the most,
because without you i never would have tried.. :)

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25 December 2011

just when i thought i was over you..

 I remember that you were that one person who could turn every frown into a smile,
that person who lifted my head when I was losing faith in myself,
that one person who carried tears on his shoulders after every fight,
every breakup.
that one person who always knew what I was feeling by the look on my face,
that one person who accepted who I was,
 that one person that accepted every decision I made believing that I'd make the right decisions,
that one person that made the biggest difference in my life...
it was you..

16 December 2011

iPhone 4S

hello beautiful people.. still mumbling about the iphone :D last night i join the celcom iphone 4s launching at BSC. start beratur at 9.30pm they launch it tepat pukul 12. bukan main lama lagi we all berdiri kat sana. punya semangat nak beli 4s. luckily the crowd tak ramai sangat maybe semua pergi serbu maxis launch dekat klcc kot.


and ada lucky draw.. 15 people yang lucky tu dapat device price only rm1000 no matter what package they take. so lucky! dah la tu dapat register awal pulak. yang tak lucky ni kena la tunggu sampai 2pm! i pun kira awal jugak la dapat register. berapa ratus orang lagi belakang i. agaknya sampai ke pagi diorang kat sana. tapi tak pa dapat makan and minum free lagi. haha. i like :P

blue for celcom :P
berebut-rebut.. nak snap gambar pun tak sempat!
with daphne iking.. !
walaupun penat menunggu dan kena bebel lagi sebab balik lambat. tapi rasa worth it! im so in love with siri. haha. cant stop talking to her. now kalau nak tweet i just say it out loud and siri will do the typing. i can tweet and drive with no hassle :D and the front camera pun much more better compared to iphone 4.. go get it. bring back your own Siri.. in love and light. XX.

15 December 2011

New phone..

Hello! I'm so happy today!! I got a new iPhone 4. Remember I said zety baling my phone sampai pecah the screen.. So tadi I went to maxis sebab nak hantar repair screen tu and my home button pun dah nazak. Lucky me my warranty expire tomorrow! That means dah sethn la I pakai phone ni. Pheww.. Time flies so fast. Ok back to the story. I was just trying my luck. Tak expect pun diorang accept nak repair sebab siapa suruh baling?! Pfft! so me and my mum with muka seposen mengadap la cina customer service tu. Tiba2 he said ok I give you a new one. Haa Kau. Tekejut kitorang. Kat situ jugak cuit menciut. Haha. Jakun! Seriously I don't remember maxis mentioning replacing a new iPhone if the old one rosak. Happy! Happy! So i got a new iPhone la skrg. Yang tak bestnya nak install balik satu2 application tu la azab! And one more thing maxis, celcom, digi and semua telco (apa lg telco Kat Malaysia ni) I guess will launch the new iPhone 4s on Friday. Tapi tomorrow night start at 9pm celcom dah start buat sale at la bodega bsc. Maxis pulak dkt klcc. Tapi maxis by invitation only.. I'm so excited to meet Siri! Ok la people. Bed is calling. Nite! In love and light. Xx.

11 December 2011

Tutti Frutti What?

trust me when i said i never tried tutti frutti before this.. but i am so in love with ice room. setiap hari mesti nak makan ice room. so when i told my cousin that im addicted to ice room (is it the right word? addicted?) she said that i should try tutti frutti. It tastes 10 times better than ice room. tapi i said i don't like yogurt. i hate milk (dan apa2 yang seangkatan dengannya, yucks!) she convinced me semua ice cream kat situ tak rasa susu langsung. so i trusted her. and for the first time eveerrrrrrr saya pun melangkah ke tutti frutti dengan harapan setinggi gunung..

i love the DIY concept.. choose the cup size, choose the flavor (u can mix it), choose the toping (the best part!), weigh and pay! :)

muka masam sebab i asked her to pose, dia dah tak sabar nak pilih ice cream

i choose red valvet and chocolate

looks yummy? tapi bila rasa.. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm... thanks for the topping! i habis kan the topping and threw the ice cream.. one word, dissapointing.

but maybe i choose the wrong flavor. so the next day i gave it another try. ( i wonder why different outlet have different flavor?) i choose cookies and cream. but sorry to said, it taste the same :( you know when you put too much expectation on something. sakit hati! dah la mahal. how ironic.. ayman suka plak, hingga menjilat sudu. haih. not for me la this froyo froyo. poyo!

i'll stick with yummylicous ice room!

08 December 2011


how are you guys doing? i'm not feeling well. dah 3 hari demam

pheww! haven't update my blog in a while.. i forgot that i have a blog. hahahaha.. ok lame joke! the truth is tak da benda menarik nak update. jap, selama ni menarik ke? lalala.. :P yeah. nothing much new. except last week is my birthday! tu pun tak dapat banyak present :( btl ke orang cakap lagi tua umur lagi kurang present? arghh benci! but im thankful that i got macbook pro from my mum! yeayyyy! lomo camera from my boyfriend.. tapi tak reti guna. still dalam kotak lagi. huhuhu.. perfume from my cousin and brother and my favorite, a dress from my bestie!

ehemm! sama x? sama x? tau-tau je im kim wannabe :P

and zety pulak bagi present apa.. dia baling my phone sampai pecah screen dalam tu! thank you so much baby! i'll never forget that. skrg my iphone dah cacats!

can you see that, hujung belah kiri dah ada mole.
hmm.. sedih kan. macam mana nak bodek mama beli phone baru ni. idea..? idea..? later fikir.. tak larat sekarang. nak pergi tido kejap.

ok people.. in love and light. xx.

26 November 2011

Black Friday & Birthday

Yesterday is black Friday and it's shopping day! macam biasa, when Christmas is coming you can see fragrance promotion everywhere.. and yesterday bila tengah jalan-jalan with my brother tiba-tiba ternampak mariah carey lollipop splash the remix perfume. the cute bottle caught my eye!

and when i smell it, OH MY.. so sweet.. rasa macam nak makan je! ada 3 choice you can choose, inseparable, never forget you and vision of love. i choose vision of love. the sweetest among all three. one bottle is rm155 but if you buy all three it's only rm 450 :)

And yesterday jugak birthday my brother si mokmok and my maid kak bad :) It's his 18th birthday.. besar dah my darling.. happy birthday to a wonderful brother and a good friend.. love you always! jangan notty-notty.. jangan 24/7 dengan blackberry tu :) wishing you happiness always..

25 November 2011

I am a female

Things you should know about me.
  • I push doors that clearly says PULL.
  • I laugh harder when I try to explain why im laughing.
  • I walk into a room and forget why I was there.
  • I count on my fingers.
  • I hide the pain from my loved ones.
  • I say it is a long story, when it really is not, just to get out of having to tell it.
  • I cry a lot more than you think i do.
  • I care about people who don't care about me.
  • I am strong because i have to be, it wasn't an option.
  • I love hugs
Yes.. that's me. I am a Female and proud to be one ;)

19 November 2011

Calling Romeo

It's been a long time since I cried at the end of a book. This book tugged my heartstrings. It was a rollercoaster of the heroine finding out who she is, and I think most girls could really relate. It definitely made me reevaluate my relationship with the man I love, and the little things that make it special to me.

This is the story of Juliet and Will, a couple of more than 2 years, that seem to be more or less estranged at the beginning of the book. A few stupid decisions and wrong turns later and they both get a wake up call and start re-evaluating their lives and their choices.

I liked that the book is realistic and doesn't sugar coat things - people make decisions and face consequences. Simple as that. Appreciating what you have, taking a risk and experiencing something new and finally figuring out what it is you really want.

Much of the drama would have been avoided if only people would just talk to each other! That's a real-life problem.. read this book to know what happen to will and juliet.. :)

10 November 2011

Kardashian Kollection

so everyone is talking about the kardashian kollection bag now.. about how they steal other brands design.. here's some of the comparison is you haven't see it yet..

I don't see it as stealing the idea. I think they are paying a tribute to other brands such as Chloe, Alexander Wang, YSL and the rest. The bags is inspired by those brands. What's the matter? Only because they are the Kardashians? Last week i saw the same leopard print design at guess. Which is inspired by Hermes. Apparently no one talks about it..

Everyone close to me knows how I'm dying for that balenciaga motorcycle but i can't afford it. Kardashian Kollection came out with the same design for only $100.00, now i can afford it.. :D they are doing good deeds. For someone like me, for anyone like us who don't have enough money to buy those designer brands. now we can have a similar bag with an affordable price. Thanks to the Kardashians.. (but sadly it's not in Malaysia yet)

When Ralph Lauren had an interview with Oprah, Oprah asked him "how do you keep reinventing?". Guess what he said.. He said
"You copy.. Forty-five years of copying, that's why I'm here."

So what do you think? I'm team Kardashian of course.. as always :)
In love and light. XX.

07 November 2011

A few Questions that i need to know..

Will you look for me when I'm gone?
Will you run after me?
If I'm angry and sad and walk away from you. 
Will you call me if you did not hear from me?
Will you text me first? 
or will you wait and think ill show up later?
Will you hug me before i do? 
Will you miss me instantly?
Will you call my name with all sincerity?
Will you ask me what is wrong?
Will you support me?
Will you give me your attention?
Will you protect me and take care of me?
Will you give up or would you fight? 
Will you wipe my tears even in the middle of the night? 
Will you surprise me and do something unexpected? 
Will you compromise? 
Will you go out of your way for me? 
Will you be honest and true? 
Will you laugh at my jokes? 
Will you be here? 
Will you listen? 
Will you speak? 
Will you hold my hand when I'm old?
Will you love me for who i am? 
Will you promise me forever?..

03 November 2011

My Birthday Wishlist..

My birthday is coming! Still thinking how to celebrate it.. Excited!! :) i'll turn 26 this year.. alamak tuanya saya! but who cares age is just a number *ayat sedapkan hati* :P i got nothing better to do, im sleepy but i dont want to sleep so i make a wishlist for my birthday! yeay! actually all i want for this coming birthday is THAT, only THAT.. oh you knew IT, im not going to tell you.. go figure out yourself. hehe. anyway.. here's the list..
*drum roll!!!*

  1. Wallet - trust me i havent change my wallet more than 2 years! sadisnya.. yeah but its true. button kat wallet tu pun dah macam longgar-longgar sikit and the warranty pun dah habis. kalau nak kena tukar sendiri, better get a new one la! sedih! sob..sob..
  2. Blackberry TORCH 2 - i need a new BB, i gave my Babyberry to Akmar :( sad.. but she needs a bb, everyone mesti ada BB nowdays. no exception. *once u go black you'll never go back* cewah promote pulak kat sini. yeah i gave it to akmar so senang dia nak bercinta with haris. haha.. (hye marmar hye haris. i know u guys are reading this) so i have no BB now and i need a new one. torch to be exact sebab dah boring pakai bold.. even ramai suggest bold 4. hmm..
  3. MacBook - tak tau untuk apa saja suka-suka nak :)
  4. iPad - pun tak tau untuk apa tapi rasa macam nak..
  5. pitbull concert ticket. muahahaha.. :P
ok dah merepek.. jom tido.. in love and light.. XX.. Zzzzzzzzzz...

31 October 2011

Bye October, Hello November..

Goodbye October.. You’ve been one of the shitiest month of my life. You better be good next year! Too much bad luck, sickness, sadness and anger. I don’t even know how I manage to survive and stay sane. 
SO.. you know you are my favorite :) please.. promise me that we'll have a good time together.. ♥

27 October 2011

Disney Princess

We’ve always loved the Disney princesses, but have you ever wondered how they'll look like if they were real?  I found this on Yahoo! So interesting.. one graphic design student at the Arts University College at Bournemouth in the UK had the creative idea to bring Disney characters to life using photo manipulation.

Princess Aurora "Sleeping Beauty"
Belle "Beauty and the Beast"
Ariel "The Little Mermaid"
Esmeralda "The Hunchback of the Notre Dame"

Jasmine "Aladdin"

Megara "Hercules"

 Wait! where's Cinderella?

25 October 2011


If you asked me last year where I saw myself in a year, I could quickly tell you that this wasn't it. Everything I am right now is nothing like I thought I would have been. The way things in general are nothing like I thought they would be. Not being able to see my grandfather again. To see people I couldn't live without last year walk away from my life and become strangers, to see people that were once strangers, mean more than a world to me. Seeing time flies by in a blink of an eye and feels like nothing ever change. Feels like everything has stayed the same throughout these days, yet looking back at where I was around this exact time last year and everything is different..