29 March 2011

Nobody's Baby But Mine

i'll give a very quick review coz im so lazy to type right now. hehe. This book is wonderful. First Dr. Jane Darlington ( who is a genius and a scientist ) pretends to be a prostitute in order to sleep with football player, Cal Bonner and have his baby. She does this because she doesn't want her child to be a genius like her ( because she had a hard time growing up being smarter than everyone else and she doesn't want that for her child ) and she got the mistaken impression that Cal Bonner is as dumb as a post. She gets pregnant, than Cal finds out who she is and that she's pregnant and insists that they get married. He says that they can get divorced later. A lot of very funny things happen as they get to know each other after they get married. and finally they fall in love! happy ending :) The book made me grin, giggle and get a little teary-eyed.  In other words, it delivered the way romances should.

28 March 2011


my heart goes sha la la la la.. :D i went to singapore last weekend to meet my cinta hati. sebab kononya lama tak jumpa so rindu gile. gedik betul kan. we went to universal studio, shopping.. so much fun! but two days trip is so tiring.. thanks to my future father in law, sebab amik i kat airport, hantar pegi jalan2.. siap tlg bawak balik i punya shopping box lagi, kalau tak sure kena bayar extra luggage. hehe thank you abah.. eh! :P and thanks to my brother! sanggup teman i walaupun dia tengah busy kerja (poyo je) love u darling! tapi bukan teman saja-saja shopping barang dia je lagi banyak dari i. grrr! and sing dollar tgh tinggi sekarang ni. exchange from RM dapat sikit je plus everything in singapore is overpriced. but still the choice is more compare to malaysia.

and universal studio best sangat (sebab i tak pernah pergi universal studio yang lain) the ticket is SD 72 you can play lots of ride, tapi i main satu je roller coaster lepas tu pening @_@ souvenir kat dalam tu pun mahal-mahal jugak tapi cute-cute macam nak beli je semua. but to muslim be extra carefull with the foods. most of them is non-halal. kesimpulannya its a nice trip for me, main point nak jumpa ayman sebenarnya. hehe. terubat la rindu sikit :P so how far would you go for the one you love?
eeeh tak sabar nak jumpa ayman ni!

and the best part is new bag and new shoes!

monogram petit noe :D

jelly shoes :)

25 March 2011

~Missing Him~

this past few days is so depressing. I'm so stress and so tension! maybe because banyak kerja or maybe because of my F* slimming pill or F* "P" but i think its because ayman is not here. i miss him so much. its been 6 days. 6 days without him macam 6 years *ye ke*

sayang come back.. please come back.. i miss you so much. i tak nak you pergi kerja. kalau nak kerja pun kerja dekat value team je. boleh hari-hari i tengok you. tak nak kerja jauh-jauh :( nanti i rindu. tinggalkan semua kapal tu. curi satu bawak balik. kalau dapat kapal selam lagi bagus. you balik cepat practice golf nanti kan ada tournament.. lepas tu kita pergi pangkor k. i miss beach and sea breeze. lepas tu kita pergi shopping. dah dua minggu i tak shopping :( i dah kurus ni, i lost 3kg! thanks to that F* slimming pill. walaupun dia buat i tak da mood selalu. tapi sekarang i dah kurus.. kan i dah promise you balik mesti tengok i dah macam amber chia. hehe. balik cepat i nak pergi gym. boring work out sorang-sorang tak da geng :( i need new jeans sebab dah kurus jeans lama semua dah jadi baggy :P lepas tu kita pegi makan sotong, sayang rindu nak makan sotong kan :) k sayang balik cepat k. esok balik :) balik!!! kalau tak i pegi sana bawak you balik!

23 March 2011


"do you ever feel like a plastic bag.. NO! do you ever feel like you don’t know what’s going on anymore. Like you don’t care about anything anymore. You’ve lost motivation to do anything. Your mind is set on too many things that you are confused about your feelings, and you can’t explain how you feel either. The feeling of emptiness and feeling that barely anyone is there for you. Feeling that no one understands you anymore. And it seems like there is nothing to look forward to anymore. do you? coz that's exactly how i feel right now.. "

21 March 2011


don’t know what happened. How i become so fragile, so incredibly breakable. I don’t know why my tears can fall so easily I can’t comprehend how everyone thinks I’m so strong and brave, when all I feel is weak and scared. I don’t know when this happened, when life became like this. Because looking back - it’s always been this way.

i need you, come save me :'(

18 March 2011

25 romantic things to do

1. watch the sunset together
2. whisper to each other
3. cook for each other
4. walk in the rain together
5. hold each others hand
6. buy gift for each other
7. buy roses
8. find out their favourite perfume and wear when you are together
9. go for a long walk down the beach and bath together
10. write poetry for each other

11. say i love you and mean it

12. spend every second possible together

13. look into each others eyes
14. hold her hand, stare into her eyes, kiss her hand and then put it over your heart
15. dance together

16. do cute things like write I love you note that they have to look in a mirror to read it.

17. call them often

18. even if you are really busy doing something, go out of your way to call and say i love you.

19. be prince charming to her parents.

20. brush her hair out of her face
21. hang out with her/his friends
22. see romantic movie
23. make sacrifices for each other

24. dedicate songs for them on the radio

25. Never forget the kiss

17 March 2011

The Last Song

Ronnie and her brother Jonah are sent to North Carolina to spend the summer with their father, Steve. Steve left his prestigious position at Julliard to pursue his dream of being a concert pianist. His time away put a strain on his family and eventually ended his marriage. Ronnie never forgave her father for ruining their family. In fact, she hasn't spoken to him in three years. She's livid that her mother is forcing her to do this. As soon as she sets foot in her father's house, she's determined to plan her return back to New York. As soon as she enters her father's house, she puts distance between them by spending her first night away from his home. It's on this night that she first meets Will followed by Blaze. It's this night that will change her summer.

that's how the story goes. the last song is also a movie starring miley cyrus but i haven't seen it yet. if I'm not mistaken sparks wrote the screenplay before he wrote the novel. and miley cyrus herself choose the name ronnie for her character and she wants to enhance her carrier with a movie similar to a walk to remember. i have enjoyed all nicholas sparks books including this one. however i think this book is basically for the younger generation or miley "hannah montana" cyrus fans. not the best from Nicholas Sparks.

14 March 2011

Hikayat Merong Mahawangsa

Based loosely on the 16th century historical document entitled ‘Hikayat Merong Mahawangsa ' or 'The Malay Chronicles - Bloodlines' is an action-packed epic feature film, with mythical characters, magical moments and dazzling visual-effects sequences. Merong Mahawangsa was a descendant of Alexander the Great, a renowned naval captain and traveler who came to Asia several hundred years ago.

The year is 120 AD… a time when the Roman Empire is at the height of its power, during the reign of Hadrian – one of the Five Good Emperors. Meanwhile in China, the Han Dynasty is firmly cemented as the ruling empire and is expanding into Central Asia… one hundred years before the period of the Three Kingdoms. As the Roman fleet did their repairs and traded in Goa, they asked Merong Mahawangsa to escort a Roman prince to Southeast Asia, to wed a beautiful Chinese princess from the Han Dynasty. The Chinese princess and the Roman prince are supposed to meet halfway and be married on neutral grounds. However, the pirate nation of Geruda had other plans. They decided to kidnap the Chinese princess and use her as ransom. En route to the Straits of Melaka, Merong Mahawangsa’s fleet was attacked by Geruda’s forces while stopping at a small island to replenish supplies.

Will Merong Mahawangsa be able to rescue the Princess and re-unite her with her betrothed in a marriage that is set to bring together two great civilizations from the East and West? to know the ending go and watch at your nearest cinema.. hehe. i've watched it. not bad..bangga coz its our local movie. bravo KRU and MOSTI. Kalau bukan kerana effort kalian tak mungkin Malaysia mampu hasilkan filem epik begini. lepas tengok movie ni terus rasa nak cakap dalam bahasa melayu klasik :P tapi yang peliknya masa tengok cerita ni, setiap kali pelakon cakap bahasa klasik mesti satu cinema ketawa, tak tau la kenapa. kalau tengok cerita shakespeare yang lagi klasik bahasa dia tak pulak diorang gelak. padahal lagi kelakar kan "shall i compare thee to a summer's day?" atau "o romeo romeo, wherefore art thou romeo?" kan lagi kelakar bunyinya.. ish! tak patriotik langsung gelakkan bahasa sendiri.

cerita ni rasanya cerita melayu paling lama kot, almost two hours. ke ada cerita lain yang lagi lama? tapi walaupun lama tak boring. full of action. orang cakap action dia setaraf macam hong kong movie, sebab few of stunt man dia dari hong kong. and im a bit shock masa tengok end credit sebab sharifah amani was the asst stunt director. tak tau la pulak kalau dia pandai marshal arts or whatsoever. tapi semua scene gaduh dalam cerita ni memang cool.. kot. sebab kalau  fight-fight je i tutup mata. bloods everywhere.. ewww!

pelakon dia pulak semua best-best, especially Khir Rahman memang benci la tengok dia dalam cerita ni and stephen rahman pulak super duper hot ok. sepanjang masa tak pakai baju pulak tu, melted! haha. tapi kesian dengar dia cakap bahasa melayu sebab macam tak berapa fluent. bab-bab CGI pulak i tak berani la nak komen sebab tak pandai. tapi rasanya ada improvement la dari cerita lain macam Kapoww ke or Libas. macam cartoon. but jangan expect la CGI dia terlalu canggih macam Troy or Pirates of the Carribean sebab kadang-kadang ada scene laut yang nampak tipu skit.

lepas tu pulak yang buat i blur ialah the whole story.. sebab as we all know la kan merong mahawangsa kan ada darah alexander the great, lepas tu dalam cerita ni mak merong (umie aida) orang local and merong pun kahwin dengan orang local jugak (umi nazeera) and dapat anak. so maknanya kita ni semua ada darah alexander the great la ye? sebab seingat i my history teacher cakap tu semua mitos semata-mata. haih pening baru nak bangga sikit cakap kat semua orang i ada darah Italy ok. huhu. lepas tu pulak puak-puak geruda tu bukan burung geruda ke? mana pulak datangnya lanun punya team nama geruda? tu la masa suruh belajar sejarah dulu main sekarang sejarah nenek moyang apa pun tak tau.

tapi apa-apa je la. tengok movie ni for fun, tak payah fikir-fikir yang lain-lain, kita tengok movie kan for escapism and cerita ni memang best. rugi kalau tak tengok since everyone goes gaga about it. support la local film :) in love and light. XX.

13 March 2011


1. this time last year, what was your relationship status?
    in a very happy relationship

2. how many radio stations do you listen to?
    4. hitz, fly, mix, hot..

3. when was the last time you were in the car with someone besides family?
    can't remember

4. have you ever told anybody you loved them today?
    yes.. my sister

5. what are your plan for the next weekend?
    no plans yet

6. is your current hair colour mostly your natural hair colour?

7. do you want to see someone right now?
    i just want to be alone

8. where was the last place you fall asleep other than your bed?
    my grandfather's couch

9. who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
    my aunt, maksu

10. have you ever kissed anyone with a name that starts with N or R?

11. have you ever slept in the same bed as your friends?

12. do you think you can last in a relationship for three months?

13. do you think someone is thinking about you now?
      yes :)

14. who was the last male you talked to?
      my boyfriend, ayman

15. how have you felt today?
      not in a good mood

16. do you honestly miss someone?

17. you receive $50 without any reason, what do you spend it on?
     godiva truffles.. craving for it right now.

18. are you happy with life at the moment?
      so far, yes.

19. have you had any beer this week?

20. what was the last thing that someone purchase for you?

21. have you done anything illegal in the past week?

22. describe your favourite piece of clothing that you own?
      all my clothes is my favourite, but i love my guess LBD

23. your most expensive cloth?
      dior white shirt

24. how do you feel about your relationship status right now?
      lots of ups and downs

25. does anyone call you baby?
      everyone call me baby or b for short.

26. anything you're giving up on?
      people who don't make the effort

27. ever been to the house of the opposite sex when no one was home?

28. has anyone told you, you're amazing?
      yeah, bruno mars. haha! 

12 March 2011

A picture worth a thousand words

hello.. so much happening today.. dont know I'm supposed to be sad or happy. pfft! biar la tak penting pun. yang lagi penting ialah masalah dunia. the tsunami attacks again! and this time its hawaii and japan's turn. but according to cnn 53 countries will be hit this time. God save our country. amin. nak blame siapa bila mother nature dah marah. ha ha tak tau.. sekarang ni dah macam-macam hal la kan, earthquake, tsunami, flood etc..
but i think it's humans who have gone against nature, its us who are using up natural, limited resources, and who are increasing global warming. Humans are the ones who cutting down rainforest's, destroying thousands of plant and animal species and our oxygen supply, humans who are polluting the oceans and the land with trash, toxins and other waste. that's why earth is mad and turned against us. atau pun according to mrs know-it-all, siapa lagi kalau bukan my mum, she said that Allah nak bagi petunjuk-petunjuk nak kiamat. dah banyak petanda-petanda nak kiamat. omg! that's scary. dah la ari ni whole day hujan! sampai pening kepala i kena hujan. and today is friday! if im not mistaken my ustaz said that tidak akan terjadi hari kiamat kecuali hari jumaat. tapi tak kan kiamat kat jepun ngan hawaii je. lagi pun belum 2012 lagi kan.. huhu. ok kidding-kidding. nanti tak pasal2 kena banned pulak blog ni. be serious! ok. yeah i personally think that betul jugak tu maybe Allah saja nak bagi kita petunjuk or  dia turun kan musibah nak bagi kita insaf. errk! tetiba macam syarahan agama pulak. (Sofie! the world is ending and you're here updating your blog!) ok2 kita serahkan pada yang pakar and pray for the best. and remember jangan buat mother nature marah. take care of our earth.  i baca this quote kat dinding klinik masa tengah tgg turn, penat google nak cari balik quote ni. huhu. "We do not inherit the Earth from our Ancestors, we borrow it from our Children"  so stop global warming. kalau pergi shopping bring your own plastic bag or tak payah ambik langsung. i did that tapi sebab xnak bayar 20sen.. T_T ok i akan lebih prihatin di masa hadapan. apart from that mari lah kita pergi semayang isyak dan berdoa skit sebelum tido sebab makin berjela-jela pulak mrs know-it-all ni membebel. and one more thing! this picture someone post on tumblr really caught my eyes. see for yourself. a picture worth a thousand words. in love and light. XX.

10 March 2011

Lady Boss

i just want to write about my little sister izzati. dia ni ya Allah punyalah bossy gila. ingat kan in the family i yang paling bossy. tapi dia lagi bossy! and she's only 1 year and 10 months old! kalau dia dah 20 tahun mesti lagi vice versa. nasib la siapa jadi boyfriend dia. bayangkan dia suka bagi instruction contohnya mama chipat! (cepat) or mak come! or dodok! (duduk) and ada sekali tu my boyfriend marah dia sebab tak duduk diam dalam kereta dia jerit balik "yam!" (diam) kalau tak dengar cakap dia siap la you have to deal with her tantrum. tak padan dengan kecik suka mengarah orang and melawan pulak tu. ikut perangai sapa la, how to train dia jadi lemah lembut and mendengar kata.. hmmm..

our boss :)

08 March 2011

Happy International Women's Day

HAPPY INTERNATIONAL WOMEN'S DAY TO ALL WOMEN IN THE WORLD! I'm so thankful that i was born as a woman. we are special aren't we? if we go shopping there's a lot of choices for us unlike man. we can wear heels if we are not comfortable with our height, we can wear flat, flip flop and still look sexy. we can wear bikini if we feel skinny and wear maillot if we feel soggy :) we can put on our makeup to cover our blemishes, we can wear accessories to make us feel pretty. we get off the titanic first, we are always right even if we don't :p and last but not least "diamonds are girl's best friend" never boy's best friend.. hehe.. here's a story about women. read it and you'll know why women is the greatest creatures.

Mum and Dad were watching the TV when Mum said, "I'm tired, and it's getting late. I think I'll go to bed."

She went to the kitchen to make sandwiches for the next day's lunches. Rinsed out the popcorn bowls, took meat out of the freezer for supper the following evening, checked the cereal box levels, filled the sugar container, put spoons and bowls on the table and started the coffee pot for brewing the next morning.

She then put some wet clothes in the dryer, put a load of clothes into the washer, ironed a shirt and secured a loose button. She picked up the game pieces left on the table, put the phone back on the charger and put the telephone book into the drawer. She watered the plants, emptied a wastebasket and hung up a towel to dry. She yawned and stretched and headed for the bedroom.

she counted out some cash for the excursion and pulled a textbook out from hiding under the chair. She signed a birthday card for a friend, addressed and stamped the envelope and wrote a quick note for the grocery store. She put both near her bag.

Mum then washed her face with 3 in 1 cleanser, put on her Night Solution & age fighting moisturizer, brushed and flossed her teeth and filed her nails.

Dad called out, "I thought you were going to bed."

"I'm on my way," she said. She the cat outside then made sure the doors were locked and the patio light was on. She looked in on each of the kids and turned out their bedside lamps and radios, hung up a shirt, threw some dirty socks into the hamper, and had a brief conversation with the one up still doing homework.

In her own room, she set the alarm for fajr; laid out clothing for the next day, straightened up the shoe rack. She added three things to her 6 most important things to do list. She said her prayers, and visualized the accomplishment of her goals.

About that time, Dad turned off the TV
and announced to no one in particular. "I'm going to bed." And he did...without another thought. 

07 March 2011

Back to basic

yeay!! new camera! jangan bye-bye digital camera.. this Polaroid is just for fun.. plus its cute. its just that the film is a bit pricey.. rasa macam sayang je nak ambik gambar sebab tak boleh undo.. hehe. im so in love with it.. i order white tapi datang pink.. macam tau-tau je my favourite colour.. tapi my booboo tak boleh pinjam la nanti nampak macam gegirl. don't ask me why i bought it bila orang berlumba-lumba nak beli dslr i beli polaroid. haha! i know, i know call me insane..

installation. hee
she's mokmok tapi cute kan?
first snap!
i bought it HERE very reliable seller but a bit late sebab stock tak da.. rupa-rupanya ramai jugak yang berebut-rebut beli Polaroid ni.. so u too get one.. for collection purpose :D ok bye i wanna play with my new toy!
almost.. almost..
can u see us?

*jangan marah la cos she's like everywhere.. star of the day kan. hehe.