If you asked me last year where I saw myself in a year, I could quickly tell you that this wasn't it. Everything I am right now is nothing like I thought I would have been. The way things in general are nothing like I thought they would be. Not being able to see my grandfather again. To see people I couldn't live without last year walk away from my life and become strangers, to see people that were once strangers, mean more than a world to me. Seeing time flies by in a blink of an eye and feels like nothing ever change. Feels like everything has stayed the same throughout these days, yet looking back at where I was around this exact time last year and everything is different..