27 June 2011

Chocolate Chip Cookies

again its a very boring weekend.. nothing much to do :( so i decided to make a chocolate chip cookies! :D


250g butter
120g fine sugar + 100 g brown sugar
2 eggs, lightly beaten
320g all-purpose flour
80g corn flour
1/4 tsp baking soda
2 tbsp cocoa powder – optional
100g almond nibs (chopped almonds)
250g chocolate chips


Preheat oven to 200 degree C.
Combine flour, corn flour and baking soda in a small bowl. Beat butter, sugar and brown sugar until creamy. Add eggs and beat well. Gradually mix in the flour mixture. Stir in cocoa powder, chocolate chips and almond nibs. Drop by rounded tablespoon onto a baking sheet . (but i used hands, hehe) 
Bake for about 10 minutes or until golden brown. 

beat it, beat it

add almond and choc chip

baking time

the chef.. eh!

25 June 2011

FJ Benjamin Warehouse Sale

i justttt came back from this warehouse sale happening in Park Royal Hotel KL. Very-very disappointed this time :( im looking for bras but La Senza only clearing the most non-fashionable undies and bra ever. but the price is cheap 5 undies for rm30. as for the guess jeans only left big size maybe i went there a bit late but lucky me because there is not so much crowd as i expected. guess bags selling for rm120 each, rm200 for two! crazy sale! the watch also very cheap price range from rm200-1000. i like :) for clothes there is a lot of choices but the quality. hmm, so-so.. but what do you expect it is a warehouse sale. you still have time to go tomorrow if you want to but satisfaction unguaranteed :p

Random Question


1. last beverage: cincau
2. last phone call: mama
3. last text message: ayman
4. last song you listened to: tanpamu, sabhi saddi
5. last time you cried: yesterday


6. dated someone twice: yes..
7. been cheated on twice: yes
8. kissed someone & regretted it: ewwwww... ermm. yes. hmm.
9. lost someone special: yes.. :(
10. been depressed: always! my bf said im sakit. maybe he mean sakit jiwa.
11. been drunk and threw up: i don't drink


12. Pink
13. Purple
14. Black


15. Made a new friend: yes..
16. Fallen out of love: no. i fell in love instead. hehe.
17. Laughed until you cried: never
18. Met someone who changed you: yes :)
19. Found out who your true friends were: yeahhhh...
20. Found out someone was talking about you: yesssssssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!
21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list: haa?! hmm. yes la.


22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life: my fb is full with strangers.. i think around 300.
24. Do you have any pets: not anymore :(
25. Do you want to change your name: no! my parents bears the sweetest name.
26. What did you do for your last birthday: ayman did everything.. :) ♥
27. What time did you wake up today: 10:00 a.m.
28. What were you doing last night: had dinner with my boyfriend
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Raya!
30. Last time you saw your Mother: she's in front of me
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: i wish my father is in front of me too :(
32. What are you listening to right now: ayu suraya theme song.. Luar biasa!
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: nope
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: izzati! she just scratched my face.. :(
35. Most visited webpage: Facebook!
37. Nickname: sofie
38. Relationship Status: in a relationship with si buncit. hehe ♥
39. Zodiac sign: Sagittarius
40. He or She: she.
41. Elementary: i cant remember the name. its in sek 11 shah alam. near my house :)
43. College: UKM
44. Hair color: black but now its brunette :)
45. Long or short: hair? medium..
46. Height: im 5'2"
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: used to
48. What do you like about yourself?: everything :p
49. Piercings: i had 3 on my ears and nose
50. Tattoos: none...
51. Righty or lefty: to the right.. to the right!


52. First surgery: haaaa!! hmmm..
53. First piercing: ear.
54. first bestfriend: nurul zahira
55. First sport you joined: swimming
56. First vacation: alamak! cant remember lor..
58. First pair of trainers: pun cannot remember


59. Eating: nothing.. just had cekodok.
60. Drinking: nothing
61. I'm about to: go shopping!
62. Listening to: eh tadi kan dah tanya
63. Waiting for: my boyfriend


64. Want kids?: yes la! mesti!
65. Get Married?: yesss...
66. Career?: hmm.. i dream to be a full time house wife to a wealthy husband la of course.

67. Lips or eyes: eyes.. mata bertentang mata..
68. Hugs or kisses: hugsss..
69. Shorter or taller: what? than me? hmm i choose taller.
70. Older or Younger: youngerr!! haha!
71. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous but romantic
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: i loveee my buncit!
73. Sensitive or loud: loud
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship...
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: trouble maker! thats me :D

76. kissed a stranger: no
77. Drank hard liquor: no
78. Lost glasses/contacts: yes
79. Sex on first date: no
80. Broke someone's heart: hell yeah! im sorry :)
81. Had your own heart broken: yeassss... sob..sob..
82. Been arrested: noooo!
83. Turned someone down: yup :(
84. Cried when someone died: yes..
85. Fallen for a friend: no


86. Yourself: yes..
87. Miracles: yes...
88. Love at first sight: oh yes! hehe.. :P dari mata turun ke hati :P
89. Heaven: yess..
90. Santa Claus: nope..
91. Kiss on the first date: kiss pipi je.. muah, muah.. bubye.
92. Angels: yess..


93. Had more than one gf/bf: at the same time? no..
94. Ever cheated by somebody?: yesss!
95. Did you sing today: yess..
96. Turned someone down: yesssss...
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why: 1990 i miss my childhood..
98. What wish do you want to come true?: i want to get married :p
99. Are you afraid of falling in love: no! its such a beautiful thing.
100. Do you like/love/appreciate one who made this?: yessssss...!! tq.

23 June 2011

I am Me

I am a daughter, a sister, a grand-daughter, a niece, a cousin, a friend. I am a partner, a young girl and a grown woman. I am confident and scared, terrified and excited. I am loving and caring, thoughtful and hopeful. I am sick and tired. I am shy and friendly, careful and careless. I am broken and whole, I am misunderstood, misguided and mislead. I am hardworking and determined but a little scared on the inside. I wish on stars and dream my dreams. I pray to God and cry my tears. I smile on the outside while I'm dying on the inside. I listen to others who won't listen to me. I walk on eggshells and I walk on fire. I believe in passion and true love. I love you and I push you away. I want you but not so close. I am everything and nothing at once and all I want is for you to LOVE ME for who I am..

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21 June 2011


Sometimes I am happy for just one moment. In that one moment I don't think about my problems. I think about all the options I have. I think about the years ahead of me, I think about all the awesome people I will meet, I think about the great ideas I will get, I think about all the adventures, about love, about the places that I am yet to discover.

For that one moment I believe I will be happy one day. I know happiness is out there. I have hope.

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12 June 2011


They say, the past is the past, but it’s not like you won’t ever look back. There will always be that one day when you decide to look back at the good times you’ve had and maybe even the bad times. They tell you to forget your past and let it all go, but really the past is pretty important, including all of the crap that was brought into it. Without making mistakes, having regrets, being negative, losing the few people here and there. without any of that, you wouldn’t learn how to accept the changes in life you are going to face all the time, you wouldn’t realize who are the people that actually matter to you. Sometimes you have to be negative to knock some positivity into your life. Sometimes you’re going to have to make a mistake after another after another, to finally figure out what you need to do. Sometimes people are meant to have broken hearts and broken relationships, for you to have a chance to fight back for what you want or to see if there really was something between you and that significant other. We have to remember the past. Why? Well, because the past is what made you who you are today.

09 June 2011

Remember me?

Remember me?
I used to be your favourite hello and your hardest goodbye. 
I used to be to be the person you wanted to talk to the most 
and will miss me if you didn't get the chance to talk to me. 
I used to be someone you wanted to be with everyday and night, 
I used to be the first thought in your mind in the morning 
and the last thought before you go to sleep. 
 I used to be the person who you wished to see me smile when I'm down 
and wish I didn't cry.
I used to be the most beautiful person to you 
when you keep staring at me all night.
Yeah, I used to be that person.
Remember me?


when you got nothing to do. and when your boyfriend dont want to spend his time with you, what should you do? you spend your time in the kitchen and try out new recipe! yeay! and yesterday i made trifle. senang gila nak buat trifle ni pejam mata pun boleh :P

jadi bahan-bahannya ialah swiss roll, fruit cocktail, susu cair, jelly, kastard & gula 
mula-mula kita potong-potong swiss roll tu dan susun dalam mangkuk. i'm not sure if we can use other cake, but my maksu ajar guna swiss roll :) i nak cari strawberry flavor tapi tak da so marble pun boleh la.

lepas tu, kita masak kastard, gula and susu cair sekali sampai pekat dan tuang atas swiss roll tadi.

and atas permintaan kak bad yang tersayang i letak lagi satu layer swiss roll atas kastard. (swiss roll memang favourite dia ok!)

dah tu tuang kan fruit cocktail (kalau tak nak, boleh slice kan apa-apa je buah tin, peach or longan pun boleh)

selepas itu, kita masak jelly tadi, kalau suka manis campur gula sikit. and tuang atas fruit cocktail..

tadaa! siap!

tapi kalau nak mencantikkan.. (cantik ke?) boleh hias dengan fresh fruits. cherry ke, strawberry ke. and boleh letak whipped cream. tapi i tak letak (no! no! fattening ye kawan-kawan)

done! senangkan.. letak dalam fridge. tunggu sejuk and boleh makan!

06 June 2011

My Perfect Soulmate

He's not perfect. You aren't either and the two of you will never be perfect.
But if he can make you laugh at least once,
causes you to think twice and if he admits to being human and making mistakes,
hold onto him and give him the most you can.
 He isn't going to quote poetry,
he's not thinking about you every moment
but he will give you a part of him that he knows you could break.
Don't hurt him, don't change him and
don't expect more than he can give. Don't analyze.
Smile when he makes you happy,
yell when he makes you mad and miss him when he's not there.
Love hard when there is love to had.
Because perfect guys don't exist,
but there's always one guy that is perfect for you..

- Bob Marley

i think i've found the one :)


Say what you need to say

it sucks when you dont know exactly how you feel. you try so hard to come up with the right words, the right emotions, the right way to say what is needed to be said. but there's thousand thoughts in your head stopping you from doing so.

04 June 2011

Accidentally In Love

I didn’t plan on falling in love with you, and I doubt if you planned on falling in love with me. But once we met, it was clear that neither of us could control what was happening to us. We fell in love, despite our differences, and once we did, something rare and beautiful was created. For me, love like that has happened only once and that’s why every minute we spent together has been seared in my memory. I’ll never forget a single moment of it