near death experience

hehe.. tajuk bikin gempak. but seriously today all i think about is death.. begini ceritanya.. maid kesayangan kami badariah@kak bad or her nama manja babad keluar dengan kawan sampai pukul 10.30pm baru balik. call tak dapat-dapat. my mum is in melaka with my brother. my dad is in kedah. yang tinggal only me and zety. mula-mula she's ok her "mak" is not around.. thats what she call babad. "mak".. but after couple of hours dia dah mula merengek-rengek cari mak. and nak dukung all the time.. dah la my car masuk workshop almost a week tak siap2 lagi. lucky my cousin harun (love u arunggg!) bagi i pinjam his car. boleh la bawak baby jalan-jalan tak la dia merengek-rengek. we went to klcc.. window shopping and makan-makan..

tapi tak lama sebab kena pegi rumah my abah a.k.a grandfather pulak.. no one to look after him. terpaksa la siapkan makanan abah dengan sebelah tangan lagi dukung baby.. pheww! rasa macam superwoman..

abah makan dengan penuh selera.. hehe.

nak tambah plot cerita lagi.. my bf masuk hospital pulak. dah serabut dengan baby and abah tapi terpaksa la jugak visit dia kat hospital.. poor sayang :( how to celebrate valentines day tomorrow ni? i bawak skali baby pg hospital. she cried je sepanjang masa nak dukung tak nak letak. and i keep saying to my bf mati la i mati la i.. mana ngan abah lagi baby lagi.. and i have like thousand of work to do tomorrow.. kena pegi finas, astro, sme bank.. mati!!! we make speculation yang babad mesti dah lari.. xnak keja lagi dengan kitorang. thats why dia off phone. mama semua dah la tak da.. how to jaga abah and baby sekali gus tonight. matiiii!

but few minutes after we came back from hospital.. babad pun balik, with her smiling face.. bt muka tak bersalah.. dah la baby dah nangis2 sampai tak ada suara ni.. dia cakap sorry je.. at least dia cakap sorry la kan. huhu. babad babad! nak g dating pun agak-agak la.. grrrr!

babad upclose and personal.. hehe.

so thats how it goes my near death experience.. hehe.. but looks like God still want me to continue living.. :)

no car, no maid, no bf.. lots of work to do.. a baby to take care of, a grandfather that not less than a baby
:( how complicated right.. tapi fikir-fikir balik maybe life is not complicated after all (tiru skit ayat denise richard) huhu..  in love and light.. XX.