what if..

what if i stayed?

what if i told you how i felt?

what if you felt the same?

what if this was our last chance

and we'll never see each other again?

what if i see you with someone else?

what if this whole time what i thought was real?

was all in my mind?

what if everything isn't real and my feelings were illusion?

what if the connection i felt was confusion?

what if you were waiting and i didn't appear?

what if there was nothing between us?

what if..

My Heart

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miss you~

today is ramadhan again

today has been 10 months

but it only seems like yesterday

that you left me.

i made the promise not to leave you 

and to stay by your side.

i was just tired 

i need to close my eyes

i went to take a nap because the days just passed

i only slept a bit so i could stay at your side

when the call came to get back there

i came as fast as i could 

only to find that you had left me

to this day i regret that i left your side

because, i promised that i wouldn't leave your side.

i didn't get to say goodbye

but i did tell you i love you before i left

i miss you and i need you

i know i have to let you go 

so you could rest in peace

you're in a better place

sitting next to lord 

where you once said 

you were ready to take your place 

next to the lord in heavenly grace

you said "miss me but let me go for i have fulfilled my journey here on earth"

lord is taking you to start a new journey. 

i think of you everyday

its so hard not to cry 

i know i will be okay

because i feel you near by

rest in peace for i will see you soon

God bless me with a grandfather like you..
i miss you..