Our Engagement Day

We are officially engaged! can you believe i'm actually a step closer to getting married. hehe. engagement is not part of our plan. memang me and Ayman plan nak nikah terus, but i guess its true kita hanya merancang, tapi Allah yang tentukan. next year i'll be Ayman's wife. InsyaAllah.. and there are just too many feelings in my heart everyday. so excited to start a brand new chapter with my chosen man. we've both been dreaming of this moment, loving each other and pray that God will bless our relationship. i really can't wait to come home to each other and seeing his face everyday when i wake up :D *sila berenti berangan. setahun lagi!* 

ok back to my engagement day. 24th August 2013. its was a very beautiful day. (actually i kept praying 'jangan la hujan, pls jangan hujan' all night) nasib baik tak hujan. I'm glad that the ceremony went perfectly and as smooth as planned. thanks to my family. 

i was so relieved its over (and went well). Alhamdulillah. so now i can focus on my wedding preparation. can i start acting like a bridezilla now :p

Merisik

yesterday 22nd June 2013 is my merisik day. after more than 3 years I kawan dengan Ayman semalam first time my mum jumpa dengan parents dia. Nervous tak payahlah cakap. dengan my mum sekali tak bole tido malam. hehe. gelabah tak pasal-pasal. Alhamdulillah everything went well. just a simple discussion. diorang banyak borak pasal benda lain pulak *_*

im so happy.. but my mum asyik nangis sampai orang semua dah balik tak habis nangis lagi. belum apa-apa lagi cane nak kawin ni. hehe.. and zety pun dan2 tu la nak berkepit je. such a drama queen!

thanks for the cake Kak Emma! 

My starlight ring :) 

Engagement dress

sangat penat memikirkan dress.. when i went to bandung memang dah plan nak cari kain untuk engagement. and i want tiffany blue for my theme. bila sampai bandung the first thing yang we all buat ialah tempah invitation. mama la tak sabar-sabar pg tempah color tiffany blue. thn after tempah invitation baru pergi cari kain. problem nya satu bandung pusing tak jumpa color tiffany blue. kalau ada pun tak cantik. nak tukar color tak boleh pulak sebab invitation dah tempah. sebab geram sangat i pun beli je la color yang lebih kurang. dekat bandung kain mmg la murah gila. sangat murah! boleh jadi gila. my kain tunang, lace, chiffon and satin plus kain baju melayu ayman semua sekali tak sampai rm 1000. murah kan. the color is something like turquoise and teal. memang sedih tapi tak pa la tu je yang ada. 

when we get here mama perasan yang i macam tak suka color tu. ok mama knows everything, can't hide from her. huhu. i love you mama. thn dia bawak i pergi jakel and gulatis cari kain. ada la tiffany blue tapi tak cantik pulak. the lace kurang menarik ada yang cantik too much beads pulak. ada yang cantik dekat jakel rm 1600 satu meter and i need at least two meters. fine over my budget! so dengan sedihnya redha je la dengan kain yang ada. padan muka cari color susah-susah lagi. 

ok next part. designer. mencari designer pun bukan senang. i like Jovian tapi mimpi la harga dia. i went to mimpi kita tapi diorang nak kena guna their own material. sedih :( lepas tu i set appointment with Syomir Izwa. and one night my cousin datang rumah. we start borak-borak about designer. she said kau kenal tak Rico Rinaldi. and i was like who is that?? never heard of him.. thn kitrg pun google. bukak je bridal campaign dia boom! terus jatuh cinta. this is Rico's website RICO RINALDI besok jugak call dia and buat appointment. he is a very nice guy. lembut je. but he said sorry my chiffon tak cukup. sebab i beli 3 meters je and he need 8 meters. arrghh! duit lagi. and i got an idea alang-alang nak kena beli lagi why don't i tukar je color chiffon tapi maintain lace yang dah ada tu. so i pergi jakel bought tiffany blue chiffon. kain baju melayu ayman pun kena tukar la jugak tiffany blue. tak tau la jadi apa dah my dress and our theme color. rojak kot. hehe. 

rico cakap lain kali kalau untuk wedding ke jangan pandai-pandai pergi cari kain sendiri. bawak designer sekali or biar designer je cari kain. fine for my wedding i leave all to you ye. insyaAllah :) dia cakap jauh-jauh cari kain tapi kain sedih jugak. dia cakap kain i sedih! sedih!

but i have faith in Rico. the last thing i told him Rico please buat i nampak kurus. so worried about my weight dah la engagement tu time raya. memang makan je la. tapi Rico cakap eh your cutting dah okay la. ehem ehem pandai ambik hati. this coming 29 june is my first fitting. can't wait to see the dress! 

When he proposed I said yes!

finally we are getting engaged. Insya'allah in August. I'm excited can you tell. Theme color maybe tiffany blue and white. i bought  kain dkt bandung last week. tapi tak hantar tempah lagi. i want everything to be simple and sweet. i read somewhere that engagement should be simple, save all the drama for your wedding. so the keyword is SIMPLE

i should start preparing now. tapi tak tau nak mula dari mana. dah la busy with assignments. insya'allah if everything goes according to plan next semester i will start my internship. Slowly but surely. pray for me :) 

Thank you love

Often I tell you how deeply I love you,
though I don’t tell you often enough
how thankful I am for you

I thank you for your love,
your friendship, your kindness

I thank you for making me smile,
for being there when I need someone

I thank you for your support,
your strength, for all you give to me

I thank you for the laughter,
the memories, the quiet times together,
the heart to heart talks

I thank you for making each day special,
if not more special than the day before

I thank you for every moment,
every second that you’ve been a part of my life

I thank you for sharing yourself with me
I thank you for loving and giving unconditionally

And if tomorrow I wake to find,
there will be no more days with you
I’ll thank you for all you’ve left behind,
that will help to carry me through.

I thank you for yesterday,
today and tomorrow.
I love you without end;
Your the love of my life
and a special friend.

hi

its been a while, haven't post anything on my blog.. nak update banyak benda. but i don't have time to do so.. everything is kelam kabut this few months. i don't know why. kerja office banyak sgt and i have to do it alone, as usual. thinking to hire permanent staff.. blh jadi gila kalau lama-lama macam ni. and college is one thing. assignments, quizzes, presentations, exams.. urghh! was thinking to change to part-time.. less hectic maybe. tapi tengok la mcm mana.. ok enough about that.. this coming semester break nak enjoy puas-puas :P 

anddd new year is approaching.. I'm a bit excited to welcome 2013 as 2012 didn't treat me so well.. so I hope that in 2013 everything will be better Insyaallah.. no new resolution this time, yang tahun lepas-lepas pun dah kelaut semuanya. hehe. I'm turning 28 next year.. oh tuanya saya.. didn't notice since when I'm losing my hair, since when i have wrinkle around my eyes, since when i put on weight :( now that I'm getting older, mama said i need to take extra precautions.. and my lecturer said the older you are, the higher your maintenance.. hehe. yes i agree with that. but the problem is i don't feel old. haha.. 

ok la.. need to finish my case study.. will find more time to write.. 

in love and light.. XX

penang with love

watching him sleeping..

waking up in the morning and watching him sleeping is one of the most mesmerizing and pleasant experience. he looks so tender, peaceful and calm and his soft snores is the most beautiful melody ever. When he is sleeping I find him more attractive than usual. I even feel luckier to have him in my life..

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what if..

what if i stayed?

what if i told you how i felt?

what if you felt the same?

what if this was our last chance

and we'll never see each other again?

what if i see you with someone else?

what if this whole time what i thought was real?

was all in my mind?

what if everything isn't real and my feelings were illusion?

what if the connection i felt was confusion?

what if you were waiting and i didn't appear?

what if there was nothing between us?

what if..

My Heart

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miss you~

today is ramadhan again

today has been 10 months

but it only seems like yesterday

that you left me.

i made the promise not to leave you 

and to stay by your side.

i was just tired 

i need to close my eyes

i went to take a nap because the days just passed

i only slept a bit so i could stay at your side

when the call came to get back there

i came as fast as i could 

only to find that you had left me

to this day i regret that i left your side

because, i promised that i wouldn't leave your side.

i didn't get to say goodbye

but i did tell you i love you before i left

i miss you and i need you

i know i have to let you go 

so you could rest in peace

you're in a better place

sitting next to lord 

where you once said 

you were ready to take your place 

next to the lord in heavenly grace

you said "miss me but let me go for i have fulfilled my journey here on earth"

lord is taking you to start a new journey. 

i think of you everyday

its so hard not to cry 

i know i will be okay

because i feel you near by

rest in peace for i will see you soon

God bless me with a grandfather like you..
i miss you.. 

Rainbow cake

yesterday is the most boringest day of my life. so i decided to bake rainbow cake! add some color to my life. kononnya. "keluarkan tangan bentuk pelangi macam spongebob" nak buat rainbow cake ni memerlukan tahap kesabaran yang tinggi. dah la i ada due loyang je. so kena la bake banyak-banyak kali. sampai oven pun penat tak nak menyala lampu. sabar je la. 

for the cake i used butter mix flour just add in butter and egg. senang. just divide to 6 color red, orange, yellow, green, blue and purple. tapi bahagikan tak sama rata so ada yang tebal ada yang nipis. hehe. 

for the buttercream.. mula-mula nak buat italian meringue buttercream. tapi tak tau kenapa tak jadi! sakitnya hati! makanya terbuang la 7 biji telur, 3 pack butter dan setengah bungkus castor sugar. nak nangis je rasa! jadi kesimpulannya buat buttercream biasa je la. lepas tu dia tak nak melekat pulak. so jadi la comot-comot mcm ni. betul-betul menguji kesabaran! 

for the design i leave it to suffian and izzati. tau apa jadi? jadi mcm kat bawah ni la. snake berlingkar keliling cake cuba mendaki mendapatkan telur-telurnya di atas.. errr?

:(

Let's see who will win this time. His lies or my loyalty..


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NOSE Warehouse sale

NOSE Warehouse Sale

Wisma RSH

Lot 691, Jalan Lagoon Selatan

Off Jalan Kewajipan

47500 Subang Jaya

Selangor

Malaysia

went there today, it was okay not so many crowd compared to charles and keith warehouse sale. or maybe i went there early in the morning, arrived there around 9.45am. the price is so cheap. flat is only rm 10, most of the shoes is rm20 from boots to heels to wedges. so worth it! manage to grab 4 pair of shoes. and the handbag price range is around rm 10 - rm 50. all accessories is rm 10. worth to go! 

Tennis

hello ;) how are you? lamanya x update blog. macam malas la pulak sekarang. poor abandoned blog! i haven't forgotten about you. hari-hari fikir nak update, tapi xtau nak update apa. heee. lame! i have a new hobby now. tennis! don't be surprised i know I'm not a sports person. hehe. but ayman bought a complete tennis set for me, siap hire coach lagi. hmm.. i think dia pun dah menyampah tengok my body. tskk..tskk.. yeah he told me all the time. so nak tak nak kena la main. tapi bila dah try best la pulak. i pulak yang sibuk ajak dia main hari-hari :P 

jaga-jaga wahai lemak sekalian.. burn baby burn! 

our emo coach

weee! terror x :P 

sweating! 

look at him, bila penat senyum pun tak nak. 

jadinya, saya dah terror sekarang? ayman cakap macam maria sharapova. ehemm.. ada siapa-siapa nak main? hehe.. berangan! padahal bola asik tak kena. 
ok la people.. thats all for now :) in love and light. xx.. 

Result

my exam result is out.. and i passed all the papers. horrayyy! proud of myself :P i was so worried that i might fail my account and finance paper. Alhamdulillah it was ok. sedih sikit sebab berangan nak dapat dean's list first sem. but ayman cakap ok la asalkan above 3 pointer. so now nak kena register subject for next sem plk but i still tak tau nak amik major apa, finance ke hr ke marketing ke islamic banking ke? rasa macam nak ambik general tapi malas nak tulis thesis. hehe. idea2.

July treating me good so far. please stay like this eh :) and i cant wait for ramadan to come. sebenarnya tak sabar nak raya. and thn start second sem.. this time nak buat betul-betul. promise :D

saya dah tembam.. saya ok.

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Random questions

Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
a divorce a week before you did. i deflate. the key knew

Stretch your left arm out as far as you can, What can you touch?
wall


Before you started this survey, what were you doing?
surfing the internet


What is the last thing you watched on TV?
e news


Without looking, guess what time it is
8pm


Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
8pm.. hehe.. 


Did you dream last night?

yeah.. i had a nightmare


Do you remember your dreams?

yes.. something to do with hair.. i lost my hair. not so vivid. 


Have you caught a guy/girl farting while on a date?

my bf farts like all the time.. hehe. 

When did you last laugh?
i am laughing now.. the previous question is so funny. 


What is on the walls of the room you are in?

picture of my sister and brother.

What is the last film you saw?

men in black 


If you could live anywhere in the world, where would you live?

bukit jelutong. errr..


If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?

a birkin? 


Do you like to dance?

i love to dance!.. when im alone. 


Would you ever consider living abroad?

no.. i love it here. close to my family and friends.

What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer?

i cant remember


Last time you swam in a pool?
few weeks ago, when I'm in redang.


Are you listening to music right now?
no..


What color is your bedroom carpet?
i don't have carpet in my bedroom. 


What was the last thing you bought?

olive oil.


Have you ever ridden on a motorbike?

yes! 


Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?
no way! 


Do you really know all the words to your national anthem?

of course la.. 


What is the first thing you think of when you wake up in the morning?

i need more sleepppp~

If you could eat lunch with one famous person, who would it be?

omg! shah rukh khannnnnnn!


Who sent the last text message you received?

my booboo bear ;)


Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?

louis vuitton


What time is bed time?
11pm. im getting older now.


Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?

no.


How many tattoos do you have?

i dont have any tattoo. 


If you don't have any, have you ever thought of getting one?

nope..

What did you do for your last birthday?

just a lunch date with my boyfriend. he's not feeling well that time. 

Do you carry a donor card?
no. but i was thinking about it just now! how did you know?

Who was the last person you ate dinner with?

my brother, suffian.

Are you a good cook?

yesza! 


Do you know how to pump your own gas?

duh!!! next question. 


If you could meet any one person (from history or currently alive), who would it be?

shah rukh khan 


Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school?
yes..

Do you believe in love at first sight?
yes.. me n him, it was love at first sight :P 


Think fast, what do you like right now?
like? like what? 


What time do you get up?

normally 6.30am


What was the name of your first pet?

vito..

Is there anything going on this weekend?
no plans yet


How are you feeling right now?
boring


If you had A Big Win in the Lottery, how long would you wait to tell people?
i'll never tell.


Do you sing in the shower?
sometimes..


What do you do most when you are bored?

watching tv, surf the internet

Which came first the chicken or the egg?
chicken.. source ustaz azhar idrus


If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation where would you go?
i really want to go to taj mahal :( 


What kind of books do you like to read?
romance and chick lit.


What is your favorite time of the day?
bedtime. hehe. 


How far away from your birthplace do you live now?

15 minutes drive


What are you reading now?

more like her by liza palmer


Are you a morning person or a night owl?

a morning person. 


Can you touch your nose with your tongue?

tak sampai. haha.. 


Can you close your eyes and raise your eyebrows?

yes :)


Do you have pets?

yes. a very cute kitten. 


How many rings before you answer the phone?
depends who is calling


Any new and exciting things that you would like to share?
nothing new, nothing exciting.. 


What is most important in life?

love and money 

that's my man!

so I found this awesome app. And I installed it on my galaxy note. It's called 30 day relationship challenge. you have to do all the activity listed within 30 days. And see how your partner react. This app main goal is to put the spark back in your relationship. And to show your partner how much you love them. Well at least that's what written in the description :p

i think its cool, so tanpa melengahkan masa i cuba buat day 1 challenge.

EPIC FAIL! 

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Be..

be understanding to your enemies.
be loyal to your friends.

be strong enough to face the world each day.
be weak enough to know you cannot do everything alone.

be generous to those who need your help.
be frugal with that you need your self.

be wise enough to know that you do not know everything.
be foolish enough to believe in miracles.

be willing to share your joys.
be willing to share the sorrow of others.

be a leader when you see a path others have missed.
be a follower when you are shrouded by the mist of uncertainty.

be the first to congratulate an opponent who succeeds.
be last to criticize a colleague who fails.

be sure where your next step will fall, so that you will not tumble.
be sure of your final destination, in case you are going the wrong way.

be loving to those who love you.
be loving to those who do not love you, they may change.